Thursday, May 08, 2003

aku ingin mengadu

Aku ingin mengadu
tentang sunyi yang kian penuh tanya ini
tentang sepi yang justru kurasa saat riuh merasuki hadirku
Aku ingin mengadu
tentang cemasku akan harap yang baru
tentang takutku pada gagal yang membayang
tentang rinduku akan nyata yang bergandeng dengan mimpi
Ku hanya mampu menatap langit
entah di kejauhan akan kudapat petunjuk atau tidak sama sekali
hanya kosong...blank...hampa...
langkah kian lelah
tangan kian letih
menggapaimu yang tiada jua bersambut
bahkan saat musim telah berganti
aku masih di sini...diam...tercenung...menanti berteman harap, sepi dan mimpi yang keruh
sementara tangan-tangan mayaku tetap berusaha menggapai meski tiada arah pasti
Aku ingin mengadu
tentang lelahku
tentang cintaku
yang seakan tiada juga kau mengerti
haruskah aku meneriakkan semua manakala batas mengikatku dengan tali kencangnya
ketika aku pun tiada pasti
dengan mimpi apa yang kau simpan dalam tidurmu
dengan harap apa yang kau bayangi kala kau lihat sosokku di sisimu
dengan segala cakrawala pikirmu yang berputar kala-kala kebersamaan kita
Aku ingin mengadu tentang resahku
Aku ingin mengadu tentang cinta ini
Aku ingin mengadu tentang segala khayalku atasmu
Aku ingin mengadu tentang segala sesakku melihat kejauhanmu
Aku ingin mengadu padamu tentang segalanya dengan leluasa seleluasa angin menggelitik jiwaku dengan khayal ttgmu
Aku ingin mengadu padamu tentang semuanya
dan kau akan mengerti dan menerima semuanya...berjalan sesuai keinginanku...
egoiskah aku?

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