Saturday, August 06, 2005

AKU DAN HIDUP

Hidup
waktu membatu
sunyi adalah maharaja
berpermaisuri kesedihan
dalam ruang beku
langit hitam
dinding hitam
lantai hitam
enggan gemuruh adalah bisu
(bukan milikku)
waktu meleleh berat
ditindas iblis bernama kenangan
diatas bumi aku sebatang pohon ara
ditengah sabana muda
tanpa jejak
apalagi gerak

segerombol iblis menyerbu menghisap sisa embun di jiwa gersangku
Enyah kau bajingan bernama sakit hati!
Menjauhlah setan bernama dendam !
dan engkau bangsat kekecewaan; carilah olehmu mangsa baru!
betapa pengecutnya menganiaya yang dikalahkan

Sendirian telah kutelan kalah oleh kuasa kerelaan
dengan tangis telah kukemas puing puing keberadaan
dalam kardus bekas bungkus rokok
perdaban berjalan dan hanya disekelilingku
menghanyut tak tertuang arah tujuan
Tuhan,
Sungguh aku mengharap sebuah damparanMu
maka damparkan aku ya Tuhan
di bumi mu
dimana setiap pagi bisa kutemui sisa embun pemupuk semangat diri…


Manado, 5 Agustus 2005

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