Thursday, March 13, 2003

Surat 1

: langitsenja

ada perih disetiap ujung kata kata mengenangmu.
kamu melumatkan kesombonganku dan mencabuti tulang belulang yang membuatku merasa perkasa. aku tak menyesali itu, jika harus kuakui aku merindukanmu.

satu ruangan dihatiku tetap kujaga meski sunyinya penuh, bukan untuk siapa siapa dan tak ada pusara atas namamu disana. aku menjaganya dan tinggal lama lama didalamnya, memutar lagi slide kebersamaan dulu, cukup membuatku terhibur meskipun kemudian aku terbanting pada tembok kalendar; hidup senyataku.


bukan sepi yang membawa hatiku untuk merindui kamu, bukan juga hidup yang memperlakukan dengan buruk, sebab bagiku tuhan selalu masih memanjakanku dengan kemisteriusanya. juga kuminta tuhan; temanku untuk menyampaikan betapa rindunya aku sama kamu. tak apa, tuhan memang maha baik dan aku tidak malu karena merindukanmu.

rasanya berabad abad kamu pergi, tapi tetap saja kamu hidup dalam hidupku yang penuh rahasia. masih terus tersisa damai dan nyaman setiap detik mengingatmu; aku tak pernah kehilanganmu!


Balairaja, 13 Maret 2003

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